I think I never will be succesful. It hurt me a lot, and it's difficult.
Why everything ever goes right for me ?
Why my friends who did't even try hard always get what I WANT.

I literally hate my life and that's it.
And I hate my self for not being confident enough on everything I do , for ALWAYS scared with others judgement, for ALWAYS failing, for giving up .

Why am I always the underdog, the one who did not have even one single talent , the one who can't do anything and the one who ALWAYS lack of everything.

I can't act , I can't give a speech , I can't make good excellent poem and essays , I can't sing , I'm not even close to brilliant , I can't sold stuff , WHY MEEEE ???

// hoping that i'll end this phase of life quickly so I can look back and be proud on what i've achieved and fight .